man.... fuck the bullshit.

irritated like a motherfucker right now.

all i need is somebody to piss me off and i will whip off on their ass. i'm just afraid that i might hurt one of my family members. funny how when i write on here, my nerves kind of get calm because a second ago. i was really itching to hurt somebody out of anger. for real, sometimes i feel like wrapping my hands around a motherfuckers neck and yo... let me stop. it goes beyond words. sometimes i get annoyed with motherfuckers to the point where i feel like shutting them up. you know on some real shit, if you start busting guns at motherfuckers and shit. people fall in line with quick. they shut the fuck up. they know they could get it and know shit is getting deep because their lives is on the line. if somebody is willing to try to throw some bullets at your ass, then you know they're not playing around. i don't feel like playing around with these motherfuckers anymore, man. i need to cop me a damn handgun, man. i'm tired of holding myself back. it's not working. i've tried and i'm tired now. fed up. fuck caring for these fuckers. i done enough. i'm through with talking.