so for the next week and some days, i'm stuck with my father

and i can already tell that him and me are going to have a fall out. so i was driving towards the airport to drop off my mom on her flight and he already was angry judging by his attitude this morning. so i'm driving and he's ready to do what he does best whenever me, my brother, or my mom is on the steering wheel. dude is all telling me where i should go, which lane i should turn in like i'm stupid or whatever. i was getting annoyed and mad like shut the fuck up. quit telling me how i should drive and where i should go. dude acts as if i never drove before. my mom pretty much defuse the situation with her presence. after we dropped her off though, that's when he decided to let his asshole personality all out.

i'm driving and dude's ready to tell me "don't go here, don't go there. if you go there they'll be traffic. it's best you go there". i'm like "dude, i know where i'm going. i know what i'm doing. i'm the one behind the wheel. shut up." i talk about a situation that happened to me yesterday where some dickhead was driving all crazy and nearly crashed into me and some other driver trying to get off the same exit i was about go come off of. i was just talking about what happened and like how he usually does as a way of telling me that he doesn't want to hear that shit. "you shouldn't worry about how people are driving. just focus on what you're doing". what the fuck does that have to do with what i'm talking about? whenever i just say something that happens to me on the street where i get annoyed with someone, his ass always does that bullshit. "you shouldn't worry about it". MAN, SHUT THE FUCK UP! CAN'T I FUCKING TALK? if you don't want to listen to me, you can give me the silent treatment like how you usually do with your fucked up ass anyway. don't expect me to give a fuck about what you have to say though thinking that your word is so special over mine thinking i'm going to give my undivided attention to you when i'm busy with something else.

then when i was driving down atlantic ave, some jeep decides to stop and i saw what was going on. i was tapping the break and his ass decides to get overdramatic and annoying with the "STOP, WE'RE GONNA CRASH. YOU ALMOST RAN INTO THAT DRIVER". i actually had my foot on the break, you dickhead. he always loves to do that shit. trying to make whoever behind the wheel like they don't know how to drive or make them feel unconfident or stupid when they're driving. at that point, i got extreme heated and i felt like dropping his ass off and pulling over and telling him to drive the fuck home because i didn't want to hear him, his bitching, or any of his goddamn annoying antics that he does trying to get under people's skin on purpose trying to make them out to be the ones that are fucked up when it's just him. i kept on driving and then once again, some bus driver decides to fucking do some bad driving and i'm pretty much focusing and this asshole decides to do the same bullshit he did about 3 lights ago. "YOU'RE ABOUT TO CRASH INTO THE CAR". no, you idiot. i saw the car. i saw that i had space. i knew what i was doing. i saw that there was no other cars besides the limo that was on the right of me that had stopped to let me go do what i do. this guy is talking about the blue car that was next to me in the next lane. THERE WAS NO BLUE CAR IN THE NEXT LANE, STOP LYING YOUR ASS OFF. dude went on to yell, scream at me, say that i'm driving terribly and the whole nine. i told him to shut up at the point and i was real close to kicking his ass out the car too. i didn't want to talk to him nor speak to him after he did that shit. don't fuck with me like that. you can do that to everybody else with your dickhead antics but don't fuck with me. you know, after today, i'm not driving behind the wheel with this asshole. he can't stand the fact i'm driving, i'm in control and his ass is in the passenger seat. he always has a problem with how i'm driving or he's trying to talk to me like i'm stupid so fuck him. he almost got me into an accident with the way he carries on. bad enough, i can't talk to him without him about anything without him trying to start an argument, trying to start me up and piss me off.

the fact that i'm stuck with him for a week annoys the hell out of me. and you know something, i seriously wonder what the hell my mom saw in him to stay with him for that long because i can't stand being around him for a good minute. he is a negative ball of energy that takes pride in being in control and putting down people like me driving. like i said, i believe he's a sociopath because he has all the symptoms. the type of guy that will fuck you over just to enjoy being in control and etc so i don't want to be bothered with him. not at all. i think i'm going to go to sleep for a minute or two. i'm tired.