well a minute, i hated myself and i wanted to die..

but now my allergies are just being a dick, my eyes are irritating me a bit, i feel all the mucus around the back of my throat trying to make it's way out through my mouth or through my nostrils.


last night, i got me some porn. went around port authority terminal typing on one of those free internet computers on the second floor right where the bathrooms were across from the esculators. i made a bet with my brother and friend (altogether, they put up 30 dollars for me to talk to some chick and get her number. i added the whole fuck her in one night shit to it.) at first, i tried to talk to these three girls on the train and they was probably underage but fuck it. one of them.. i only wanted to fuck her. fuck the other two. she had a tattoo on her back so she probably was easy as one, two, three. she was eyeing up my brother and my friend. she wasn't feeling me. they was in one car, we was in the next car. so my friend and me went into the next car and he told me to go ahead and talk to the chicks just so i could fuck that one. i went ahead instead the ugly friend responded. asked them how they was doing and pretty much I LOST! LOST AT THE END! after i asked them where they was getting off at on the train, they said one of the stations we wasn't getting off at and pretty much the show stopped. i stalled. stop talking and that's it! we went back in the car where my broh and friend laughed at me. they continued to tease me with money and shit. knowwhati'msaying.

throughout the whole night, shit didn't get done. we walked around. had ourselves some burger king and shit. went around. did nothing. stop by the port authority to fuck around with the computer, went on sohh from there and drop a message saying i was at the port authority to be funny and stupid. let them know that i was a real person as lame as that sounds. came home at 2 o clock in the morning. i got me some porn to watch though. and they are right, cherokee's ass is TOO FAT! nasty.... *throw up* this other chick made up for it though. shaking her asscheeks and everything like a stripper and fucks well too. yo....


pretty much, i'm out! talk to you motherfuckers later, i gotta run. my homeboy and me about to hit the streets. he got shit to do. 1.